Stranded...
It is super disorienting to feel like your whole life and direction in it has been upended like a cart.
Or a table-
Maybe that image of Jesus in the temple entry way...
Or a great loss at a country poker game-
Where the protagonist erupts in a rage,
Knocking over anything within reach.
CRASH
BANG
BOOM---
"And you gotta make yo paper boo-boo"
That relatable feeling of loss...
Alongside the deep grief for people, hopes and direction.
"What do I do now?"
Surfing the Job banks- asking over and over...
The same questions I've been asking for a while.
Truth be told...
I have no idea what I'm doing.
But I'm doing it any way.